Getting used to not wearing makeup.
But I look decent after a shower though.
Though I’ve noticed that as I lost weight I look a lot older than 20. Maybe this is why everyone is asking me why I don’t have any kids. -_-
The guy I really fucking like won’t talk to me, and honestly I want him to just make a fucking move already.
I feel like I’m just a nuscence and am annoying everyone I talk to/come into conrtact with.
I feel like I’m only gaining weight and hate my appearence.
I cry myself to sleep almost every fucking night.
Can this spiral just stop please?!
Haven’t posted my face in a while.
I now have blonde/brown hair.
I miss my pink hair guys.
Normalcy sucks :(
My mom just recommended I call one of my friends up as a booty call.
She says I need to release some pent up frustration.
if I could get laid
DON’T YOU THINK I WOULD’VE ALREADY?!
I WOULD GLADLY TAKE WRITHING UNDER MY CURRENT CRUSHES SLICK BODY OVER BLOGGING AND READING COUNTLESS AMOUNTS OF FANFICTION ANYDAY!
But other than the weather I think I looked pretty okay today.
And thats saying something.