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Aya

~21

Bisexual

Unfriendly Black Hottie

Designated Thirst Trap

*Artist|Writer|Fitness*

You don’t understand how much this means to me. 
I have been negative in my account for nearly 3 months. 
Today I paid my bills and still have money left over. 
Even though I only have $5 it’s more than I’ve had in months. 
And it’s all thanks to you guys. 
I am so grateful for all of you who donated and helped me get back on my feet. 
I am still trying to be stable so any and all donations are truly appreciated. 
Thank you all so much! 💗
Merci beaucoup!

You don’t understand how much this means to me.
I have been negative in my account for nearly 3 months.
Today I paid my bills and still have money left over.
Even though I only have $5 it’s more than I’ve had in months.
And it’s all thanks to you guys.
I am so grateful for all of you who donated and helped me get back on my feet.
I am still trying to be stable so any and all donations are truly appreciated.
Thank you all so much! 💗
Merci beaucoup!

date posted 19 hours ago , with 4 notes · Reblog
Tags  #personal  #finances  

▷ YOU GUYS REMEMBER THE CRAZY WHITE LADY WHO CALLED MY DAD A NIGGER??

SHE CALLED THE COPS ON MY DAD FOR LOUD MUSIC!

So naturally my parents go out there.

And we casually easedrop.

Turns out she believed my dad had a weapon.

My dad was on the phone.

So she called the cops to try and have him arrested 

So the cop shows up.

THANK YOU BASED GOD FOR GIVING US AN AWESOME ASIAN MAN AS A COP!

And the next thing we know my parents and him are talking about football season.

Also this lady now has a warrant and the owners of her house will be notified of her behavior.

I havent laughed this hard in WEEKS. 

DUMBASS 

date posted 1 week ago , with 10 notes · Reblog
Tags  #police  #good guy police officer  #thank you based god  #personal  
Chubby face syndrome. 
I look like this everyday tbh. 
I’m 21 almost 22 I swear.

Chubby face syndrome.
I look like this everyday tbh.
I’m 21 almost 22 I swear.

date posted 1 week ago , with 3 notes · Reblog
Tags  #me  #selfie  #personal  

▷ 2014 is going to be MY YEAR

In 2013 I spent almost all of my time trying to make other people happy.
The result?
I started cutting, to the point where the bone was visible and I now have visible keloids on my arm.
I lost a very good relationship because I tried to make someone else who had no business butting in happy.
I finally came to terms with the sexual and emotional abuse I suffered at the hands of my former gay best friend.
I allowed my emotions to become so bottled up I started suffering horrific panic attacks.

But I learned from them.
So this year is going to be about me. Im going to do what I want and not worry about making other people happy at the expense of my own.
Call it selfish if you will.
But I have never been selfish my entire life and I fucking deserve to be.
So I’m going to do things I’ve always wanted, but have been too afraid to do.

This year I’m going to embrace me.
This year I’m going to learn to fight back.
I’m signed up for my first kickboxing/mama fight class tomorrow.
Because I’m tired of being too afraid to defend myself.
I’m tired of presenting a facade of happiness when in reality I’m suffering and crying myself to sleep most nights.
This year I’m taking care of me.
And if you think I’m being selfish stuff it.
Because I’m too tired to give a shit.

date posted 8 months ago , with 9 notes · Reblog
Tags  #me  #New Years resolution  #ufc  #fighting  #growing up  #personal  
Bay area photo.

Bay area photo.

date posted 9 months ago , with 17 notes · Reblog
Tags  #selfie  #personal  #yay area  #you know damn well there's no wifi  
You dont understand happiness until you get some fresh braids.
AHHHHHHHHHH! :3

You dont understand happiness until you get some fresh braids.

AHHHHHHHHHH! :3

▷ So the dude I’ve been kinda crushing on/talking to at the gym….

IS A FUCKING TECHIE!

SON OF A BITCH I CANNOT ESCAPE TECHIES!

IS THIS BECAUSE IM A DRAMA KID?

HAS THE UNIVERSE CURSED ME IN SOME HORRIFYING WAY?!

LIKE WHAT THE SHIT!!

60 plays

This is how my brother cleans the kitchen.
Never let him listen to Ciara.

date posted 9 months ago , with 10 notes · Reblog
Tags  #body party  #siblings  #hellenkellerofficial  #personal  #thisniggahasissues  

▷ I just had a very, very bad flashback at my gym.

One of the guys that I cannot seem to shake off grabbed my arm and said “why you being so distant baby girl”.

I had to scream to get him away from me.

I honestly don’t know what made him think it was fucking okay to touch me but to grab my arm and call me baby girl almost made me throw up.

I fucking hate those two words today.

I cannot tell why, but I was close to hyperventilating.

I’m going to tell my manager tomorrow about him, because I’ve noticed he only comes in when he thinks he knows I’m working.

I’m actually terrified right now.

But I want to thank the young man who pulled him off of me and asked if I was okay, because I was completely frozen.

So my doctor switched up my BC about a week ago.
And I swear to the gods that my boobs have gotten 10x bigger.
Idk if its just me but this is weird.
But they’re SO BIG!
ITS LIKE 2 BALLOONS ON MY CHEST!
SOURCE HOW DO YOU DO THIS I DON’T UNDERSTAND?!

So my doctor switched up my BC about a week ago.

And I swear to the gods that my boobs have gotten 10x bigger.

Idk if its just me but this is weird.

But they’re SO BIG!

ITS LIKE 2 BALLOONS ON MY CHEST!

SOURCE HOW DO YOU DO THIS I DON’T UNDERSTAND?!

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