
Getting used to not wearing makeup.
But I look decent after a shower though.
Though I’ve noticed that as I lost weight I look a lot older than 20. Maybe this is why everyone is asking me why I don’t have any kids. -_-
You’re not even fittin to bother to wear panties to bed.
Fuck that shit I need to breathe.
I had an exceptionally vivid sex dream about the guy I’m currently infatuated with.
I woke up in a state of wtf.
I swear its become my moms goal to mention the fact I don’t have any boobs every time she sees me in either a sports bra or with no bra on.
No joke our convos are like this:
Mom: “Awwwe”
Me: “what?!”
Mom: “You have no boobs…”
Me: “THATS KINDA YOUR FAULT!”
Mom: “Nope….”
It is mom.
You gave my sister and I fantastic ass and thighs,
BUT YOU FORGOT ON THE BOOBS DEPARTMENT!
WALKIN ROUND WITH YO DOUBLE D’S GET OUTTA HERE! >:(
The guy I really fucking like won’t talk to me, and honestly I want him to just make a fucking move already.
I feel like I’m just a nuscence and am annoying everyone I talk to/come into conrtact with.
I feel like I’m only gaining weight and hate my appearence.
I cry myself to sleep almost every fucking night.
Can this spiral just stop please?!

This paper needs to fucking write itself.
I’m too exhausted for this shit.

Haven’t posted my face in a while.
I now have blonde/brown hair.
Enjoy.